I got back my results. My results was sux... i really feel not a good mood that time when i receieved. I got 15points for my n-level.
So i can choose sec 5 or direct poly admission which is higher nitec.
I am feeling damn stress out of choosing my choice.
Feeling was like dammn depressed and hopeless.
Like,everything was end right here. Meaningless.
We need to made decision by this monday.
What should I do ?
DPP courses not i interested but going up to sec 5 also headtache.
What if i didn't make it and fail my o-level ?
I will just go to higher nitec and study again.
Mean that i have wasted one more year...
how could it be? IT CAN'T HAPPEN TO ME. Cannot,really.
Reality is hurtful.
I can't find a basket to hide in. Really don't wanna choose.
Going up to Sec5 is a very challenging year for me.
Can't imagine i am taking o-level next year.
I swear i am going to miss my friends very very much. *hurt*
I swear i am going to miss my friends very very much. *hurt*
This year is going to end very soon.
Time passes so fast this year.
Sec 5 ? Gonna work very hard next year...
Feeling so sad at the point of time...
I swear i'm gonna miss him...
Studying in different school.. Feeling confirm will fade later...
Maybe i should let him go earlier :'(
但我就是不舍得你
hais... next year is so tough for me.
Really very tough.....without you by my side. :'(
how can you be by my side every 24hours..
Time is going to strike at 4am and i am still not sleepy.
Really have no mood to sleep now.
This year is going to end soon. I should cherished every moments.
Next year, not going to be able to sleep at this timing lerh.
Not going to use comp at this timing lerh.
My holiday going to end this 31dec.
It's time to be serious and be strong.
-Hardwork will never betray you-
4.03am
Midnight
20/12/13
#solonight
#loveyou
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