Money Money Money ?

Today,woke up late at 12:37pm. Yea,i am late to go to his house to wake him up. In the end,he is the one who woke up earlier than me. I am really so a piggy. When i knew i am late,I rushed to the toilet and bath,dress up and rush to my boyfriend house.

About 2:45pm,we walked out his house and went to causeway point to look for job.

Apparently,I was looking forward to Ramen Aijisen that they are still hiring for people. Yet,it led to disappointment. I was soo...sad. Afterthat,we went to Bishan and look for job. 

Every shop was looking for people but mostly,they have hired full enough. 

Hais,everything i do just so not smooth. Some say their manager not around,some even say is enough,no need to hired people lerh. Some say need to commit for half year or a year then they will hire. Hais. I knew this time looking for job was already too late. 

When we about to walk past a CD shop,we saw it has a note stated that they wanted to hire students. So,i did not give up on this opportunity and went in and interview. He and I fill in the interview form and hand in to the auntic. Hope we can work in this shop. He said that I am too obsessed for job. True. 

Just lacking of money. 

During holiday,homework and money is the most headtache for student like me.

Boredness also can kill me.

So i need a work now. A suitable one. 

Dream shoes,shorts. I think it going to be gone ...

I just wonder why...sometimes,money is very important to us. 

Now then I knew,abit too late already.

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Yesterday,went to Yishun and have our dinner with my family. Totally no appetite to eat. Don't know why.

Finished eating,we went to Sembawang Shopping Center and walk around.

My father went to Daiso and bought many things. My sister and I just walk around and went to the "Cotton On" shop. Saw so many clothes I liked. Finally,i choose one short and one shirt and asked my mother to pay money. Actually 2shirts is $30 . But i just bought one. So,it more expensive. I asked the guy how much for a shirt,he told me and my father that it costs $19.95. Round up is $20. So expensive. Total is $40. (with short)  When my mum heard the price of 1 shirt,she told my father don't buy that shirt. It just too expensive. But lucky my father still bought it for me. I felt abit uncomfortable to use my parent money. They will just say don't want buy that shirt,so expensive. But they don't know i like that shirt. 

Sometimes i thinking. For them $20 is fine for them to pay since they always bought branded clothes for themselves and always oversea without bringing us go. I know it is a troublesome to bring 4 childrens to go oversea. But sometimes,when i want to buy shirt,too expensive,they nag.

I hate spending my parents money. 

Trying to find job nowadays. So,what i like i can buy anytime. No need to use their money anymore.

Everything money. How i wished i grow up and look for work. 

I even can cry because there is no work i can work. How silly me right? Yea, that me.

9:21pm

14/11/12

Wednesday