AddSugar ❤ : October 2012

Sunday, October 28, 2012

hey.

Enough is enough. please..don't make me again.
Can't read your mind at all.
Can you change your attitude ? No one can stand it. Tell you this. like talking to the wall. Fuckthisshit.
Tell you next time on texts then you scold or angry or sad again :'(

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY FAN ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!WO HAO FAN!!!!!!!!!
烦死了!!!好痛苦啊!!!真的!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey,i really love you :'(
说不出口的感情。really can't express it. FUCker.
fuck myelf , fuck everything. FUCKFUCKFUCK.

Friday, October 26, 2012

second day of holiday.

Can't dye hair during holiday. Freaking cca.
Today so boring. Later do some homework and afterthat go bball later =)!
Jiayou Jeraldine.
so hungry now. Woke up at 11+ ,opened comp till now. So bored to the max.
How? hais.
Later gonna meet babyboii ^^ so miss him. hais.
Update some pictures! so bored can...

Am I beautiful? yea,i am very random
Contrast+Background.

Look at my face and guess my age? I am 15 and next year going to be 16 year-old.

I don't know what am i looking at.

I miss you so much. yea.

Bball later.. bye,will update again :'-)

1.40pm

27/10/2012

saturday

Wednesday, October 24, 2012

hi.

So long no update my blog lerh. Just for a short post okay?
Nothing to do nowadays,go to school also very boring. We are neither listen to teacher talking or eating. Monday-Thursday 12.30pm released :D
Tomorrow is our last day of school. Going to spend time with my class and tidy our classroom and clean,mop,sweep the floor! ^^
During holiday gonna miss him so much :(
plus holiday please be a busy day for me,idw rot at home.

babyboii,
today don't know what happen to him. so fierce. O__________O ask him,he dw say. Wait for him to walk infront of me,he stop while i stop. in the end,no talk,i just walked home. He just sotsot today. I don't like the way himself today. ♥
Results. All passsed :D Quite shocked . But i am still disappointed of what my results is :( need work hard during holiday.

hope can find a suitable work for me during holiday,really in a need of $$$ =(

BYE! =] will update again.
Babyboii,i miss you.♥

Saturday, October 13, 2012

12/10/2012

zilian me. me and my brother too,haha =)

We started to be fall apat now. Can't be so sweet like last time. I can't.

Went to east coast park with emily,janica,christine,jiale,zhongxing,zengchen,kaisiang,elthan,rick,mc and me =) Actually to them,they must be having fun there. But for me,just another day passed.
Three time in a row quarrel. First time ever. woah.
first- still waiting for his reply to me. but when i take the first step to text him,he just told me he was playing computer games and then the next day i knew that becos idw go Eastcoastpark then he angry. I am so stupid.
second-i decide to go east coast without telling him,while reached there, all rent bicycle for two hours. He totally ignoring me. Still have fun with them. When i asked him why he so happy liddat and he just tell me becoz he happy so that he can try to make me happy too. I admit i be happy for a while but that was just temporary. He was just not beside me. Still can enjoy himself eating burgerking. Leave me aside,totally don't care about me still can sit beside with her,take her food and other people fod to eat. Totally no ask me or talk to me. He saw me feeling down. He was just continue talking with friends,playing games. What am i to him now? a friend. I started to hold my tears. Maybe I shouldn't come on that day.
third-When to christine house and eat maggie mee. So hungry that time. He just bath finished and he sat down and continue to eat his maggie mee. I sat with janica with another table. After i ate finished,i go christine room and sat on a chair. He came in,seeing boys lying on christine bed. He join the fun too. Forget if i was there anot. Saw him having so much fun with his friends. Sat there,looking at him. He always ignored me,ALWAYS. That why i hate being with him when he with friends. He told me i always dw pei him go out since we have been a long time not going out have fun. Don't wanna go with him. He just don't know the reason why. He be with friends,he is totally another person. Leave me aside. Many times.
At ktv,he treat me like shit. After he came in,he was feeling down. Then he sat beside me and tell me why he was so angry. He cover himself with his bag. I was trying to cheer him up but fail. I totally forgot if i am angry with him or not previously. I just want to cheer him up,make him happy now. But it was hopeless. He ignore me,very jidong. Tried two -three times. Still failed. Afterthat when he okaylerh,he took out his phone and played his games. Then,he sleep on the sofa just liddat. Totally,not talking to me. Told him i miss him,i want to talk to him,he just take my words for granted. He forget . He sleep,i told myself no need to care so much for him. At 10.30pm we walk out from ktv,intend to go home. He woke up,find his friends. And i just...extra there with my friends. We look like just normal friends that day. In the taxi,Rick,me,Him and jiale inside,chit-chat. He started to hold my hands,trying to talk to me. But i just can't talk to him. scarley,I talk to him,i will cry. I hate him. always take things nothing had happened. At 11pm when i reached home,bath..and went to sleep. Really disappointed that day. Covered myself in the blanket and started to cry. It had been a long time to cry. Feel so comfortable afterthat. Very miserable and feeling terribly hurt that day. Finally,it had come out when i sleeping. I am so hopeless.

Seem that we not fought yesterday. that great, but,u don't know how much i trying to hold my tears that day.
so maybe,you are just being yourself. We are not more than friends but just friends while we supposed to look like couple.

6.51pm
13-10-2012
Evening.

Thursday, October 11, 2012

wakeup.

two words for you : It hurt :'(

Tuesday, October 9, 2012

花？

想念是什么? 是想念一个在我们心目中最重要的人。
我好想他，我只希望我们能开开心心，及时受到小小的挫折我们也一起度过。
我们有时候会突然吵起架来，一会儿又闹脾气，耍孩子气。我们两个人有一个共同点，就是喜欢耍孩子气不过，我们不至吵架，反而我们的感情越变越好！跟他在一起的日子里，真的好开心，好幸福。。我真的不想幸福只是占时悻得。。 =(
好久没有跟他约会啦，庆祝周年纪念日，哈哈哈。礼物？我们都忙着存钱去环球yichen。

快要放假了但是心里还是没有那种很心奋；盼望的那种感觉。不知怎么了，可能知道下一年我必须应付中四会考吧。心突然变得害怕，忐忑不安。一定要把学业追上去，不能再拖拖拉拉了。加油！

我。。需要做好准备，面对派回来的成绩。恐怕，让我失望，伤心。怪我没有一只好好读书，喜欢“临时包弗脚” 还是或许我不是读书的料? 对我自己失望。。 =(
我好累啊。。爱情不能影响我的学业！有些爱情是会影响学业的，有些爱情是鼓励的。
爱情的魔力很大，比任何一样东西还要强。简单来说，如果有两个情侣是相爱的，没有人会把它们分开。
最近很多事情是冲出来的，全部都要在最短的时间解决掉，让人最伤脑筋的。
好想睡觉啊，哈哈哈~ 傻婆。

终于考完了，心中的那块大石头可以揭开了。轻松多了很多很多~~
拜三，四，五，六，礼拜没读书。该休息了。突然发觉时间变得好快。一瞬间，就快到12月假期了。该是我最后的假期了，下一年，不能休息啦~

babybabybabybabybabybabybabybabybabybaby. 潘民昌 ^____^

11.29pm
Tuesday
9/10/2012
Night.

Monday, October 8, 2012

Holiday coming~

December holiday is coming nearer to us.

Examination.
Finally exam are over! can relieve lerh. But i relly have no confidence if i can do well on my exam and promote to sec4? =(
Just hope everything would be fine..really.
Just a pass would be fine for me,just don't want to fail. CAN'T fail!!!
Really going to work hard this time. afterholiday,go back home study study study.
Going to push myself very hard. #MUST.

Holiday.
During holiday going to do many many things.
Things must do during holiday.

manicure :p
cut hair.
buy clothing,shoes,bag.etc..
tidy my room.
go out.
keep fit & stay healthy .
Diet (everyweek run two or more)
Be good girl.
Mask.

Need to change during holiday.

Childish attitude.

Things see after holiday.

be more mature.
be hardworking.
stop playing and focus my studies.
scorewell.
be good girl.
Listen in class.
Stop slacking.
Less sleeping afternoon nap.
Use comp during weekend.
Improve every subjects including math.
Do revision.
JiayouJiayouJiayou!!

BYEEEEEEEEEEE!~~~~~~~~

I have a bf name @xminchangx I love him. God bless him too..

2.00pm
tuesday
9october.