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Wednesday, July 4, 2012

你到底怎么了?



I can't sense you love ... Maybe you are fading.


We have cold war for two days lerh. It is the first time we were having cold wars. When I look at you,i feel sort of awkward...A life without you
No call at all. No go school together. Texting also so cold.
I don't know what had happened between both of us. I am so shagg :( Maybe that time i was saying too heartless or whatsoever,but i really didn't mean it :( I admit that time i was very angry about you but i was fine already. I don't want to continue like this anymore. It was so hopeless. Just now walking from school, we just seal our lips. No talk at all. Just a bit. I don't know why you are thinking about but i was trying to cheer you up and even myself. I bought sweets for you to eat. Yet,you did not say anything or cheer up abit.
When you walk infront of me(faster than me), i was thinking you so cold towards me becos you don't want to be with me anymore. Shag.* I hugged you from your back,i almost want to cry but inside my heart,it won't let me cry. Then you told me why I so random that i hugged your back. You also thought i was crying. Yet,i crying invisibly inside my heart. I can't cry out...
Is you the want who start to be cold towards me. wo bu zhi dao leh..
when i walked into the lift,you suddenly called my name then you say nvm lerh.
or maybe you need sometime to be alone. But me? I am not being myself when you are not around. Kinda weird. I got alot of things to tell you..but you are so cold,so what can i do?
I tried to ask many friends about it. They asked my to cheer up. but I CMI.
I told zixuan and janica about the happy things that we did. They say we are very sweet.
Are we really sweet eh? ^^ But now no more.
I really miss the days that we having long texts everyday,on the phone with you,talk so happy .
At school,we just like couple that break liao. Not much to say.
We need to face this problem,i don't want to continue liike this anymore. thay why i stay back waiting for you.

Yesterday really happened quite alot of things. You said that you haven't complete your DNT homework,then you keep doing then i saw you on facebook while doing homework. I was very angry cos I don't want you to be so easily distract that why I scold you. That time i was hurt too. You so long no say goodnight to me lerh. Just only me,the lonely babygall,me... I bet you had been a long time no log in twitter lerh right? :) All my feelings are wrote inside. You didn't knew it..
I really hope tomorrow or maybe today will be fine .

8:14pm
Wednesday
Night.


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