blame myself.

TEARS CAN'T RUN AWAY...
 But i said that i won't let you go lerh..ohno.. :'(
 if you choose to leave me,i shall respect your decision.
 i admit i did make a big mistake is to post someone that not exit in my life before. But..i didn't meant to post it..
Baby..? TEARS...


 11:35pm
 Sunday
29/07/2012

news.

Yesterday was Ting Li Ann & Xu Zhong Xing being together! hahaha
They are so sweet~ Even give her flower somemore,aww<3
i congratulate them hahahaha, so surprise that their date was same as me ^-^
So happy yesterday was our 5th months! BABY! woohooooo~
So bored today nothing to write :/
Today went to Andy Warhole exhibition & Harry Potter Exhibition~
Nice and fun ^^ the harry potter was so interesting and  i love itttttt!
Hope next time have chance to see Harry Potter Exhibition again!
There were showing when Harry was small. (he kinda cute (= )
Zixuan and me when look at the Harry Potter quite afraid cos some of it were quite scary and frightened.
haha. ^________________________________^

Live.Laugh.Love 


But i hope my math paper would pass.. I donwant to fail! hahaha.
Don't know why soathrout pain out of sudden and i wonder why O___o
tomorrow is friday! yay =))
I want to ton at saturday but i dont think babyboii can ton untill so late plus i also don't dare to ask my father :/ then fine lor :( but look like so fun..yea...

Nevermined, waiting for him to call me now,baby ^^




26/07/2012
Thursday
Night
8:15pm

I afraid what if...

=']

Do You Know? 

Yea,i afraid my parents will find out and i will become very dead lerh:(
I really don't want to break with him and I love him ..
Parents may think that our teenagers should not be in relationship in this age but..fall in love lerh how?
I bet parents also have fall in love before right? hais.
Really hope my parents won't say anything that i don't want to listen.
I am sure that one day my parents cfm ask me "u got boyfriend right?" or even "go break with him or i slap you whatsoever... . "
I can control myself for what i do. But please don't stop me from this.. :(

Just saw jiawei status abt that he won't break with yuzhen cos she is his life or what. aww that sweet and i thinking that can we be as long as jiawei and yuzhen? hope so :')
I hope you two can last very long!! Jiayou ^^ and last long <3

Hope my parents can allow me or what,if they ask me to break or they find out,i won't break with him.
And next two days will be our 5th months <3 ^__________^



I DUNWANNA TO END IT SO FAST ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS KINDA IMPOSSILBLE TO BE TOGETHER IN THIS AGE TILL FOREVER... 


Please..WHY SINGAPORE SO SMALL! X-(


MINCHANG,我爱你！！
 :'(
I HOPE EVERYTHING WOULD BE FINE. <3
BABY...WILL YOU?


8:06pm
Monday
23/07/2012

are we?

Are your feeling change or you are too afraid something will happen between both of us? =/

11:19pm
Tuesday
17July2012

today

Tuesday,heard something i don really wish to hear about.
But thanks babyboii who pei me today :/
haix,yea i cried. But i really dontwant to let u know :(
U know today when i see your tears flowing down from your eyes,my heart really pain eh :'(
BABY! dont cry lerh larh :)) *sob*
Why u so silly want? :'( baby...so cute de leh...
I also dunknow what had happened to me today.
I was thinking that hui lian lei dao ni and thinking that time we shouldn't together at the first place.. and many things. Then i cried..
I was holding my tears and i donwant to talk to you because i scare when i start to talk,i will cry.
Sorry baby,ignore you today and make you so sad and unhappy :((
But since it happen lerh then I will try to fix this problem :/
xie xie ni boringlittlemc :)
I don't waste my time to entertain those who dislike me. Wasted.







9:37pm
17July2012
Tuesday

WO AI NI

I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


You arh,jiu shi think too much lerh larh. Silly boy boy arhhhh.
Wo ai ni u dontknow meh? :)
bao bei arh,i very miss you de eh.. >-<
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOUUUUUU. <3 <3 <3
3:11pm
BlackFriday.
13/07/2012

Alone.

Today he went out with his family whole day! good hor?
Got puppet performance today at the civic center library B1.
Afterthat i went back home nothing to do. Today is soooo damn boring for me :(
Playing iphone whole afternoon to burn my time. Homework all done..
I am so lazy and tired. I don't want to think anymore so don't appear on my mind again please :(
I just wan to be happy and smile. so yea :')
I am just a girl that not all people will spot me. 
So don't easy leave me alone cos not all people cares about me.

Waiting for his reply untill now.. bor reply.
wonder what he doing right now. I not being emo anyway,i just curious.
CURIOUSSS!!
Tomorrow is monday and the school start tomorrow again /__\
tomorrow Kara coming to cwp at 7pm.
after cca i cfm faster cwp. kara<3
Need to prepare a photo of myself for my art homework /___\
aiyoyooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! I wan baby photo leh,haha.
nothing to write lerh,bye guys.


9:17pm
8/07/2012
Boringsunday!

你到底怎么了？

I can't sense you love ... Maybe you are fading.

We have cold war for two days lerh. It is the first time we were having cold wars. When I look at you,i feel sort of awkward...A life without you
No call at all. No go school together. Texting also so cold.
I don't know what had happened between both of us. I am so shagg :( Maybe that time i was saying too heartless or whatsoever,but i really didn't mean it :( I admit that time i was very angry about you but i was fine already. I don't want to continue like this anymore. It was so hopeless. Just now walking from school, we just seal our lips. No talk at all. Just a bit. I don't know why you are thinking about but i was trying to cheer you up and even myself. I bought sweets for you to eat. Yet,you did not say anything or cheer up abit.
When you walk infront of me(faster than me), i was thinking you so cold towards me becos you don't want to be with me anymore. Shag.* I hugged you from your back,i almost want to cry but inside my heart,it won't let me cry. Then you told me why I so random that i hugged your back. You also thought i was crying. Yet,i crying invisibly inside my heart. I can't cry out...
Is you the want who start to be cold towards me. wo bu zhi dao leh..
when i walked into the lift,you suddenly called my name then you say nvm lerh.
or maybe you need sometime to be alone. But me? I am not being myself when you are not around. Kinda weird. I got alot of things to tell you..but you are so cold,so what can i do?
I tried to ask many friends about it. They asked my to cheer up. but I CMI.
I told zixuan and janica about the happy things that we did. They say we are very sweet.
Are we really sweet eh? ^^ But now no more.
I really miss the days that we having long texts everyday,on the phone with you,talk so happy .
At school,we just like couple that break liao. Not much to say.
We need to face this problem,i don't want to continue liike this anymore. thay why i stay back waiting for you.

Yesterday really happened quite alot of things. You said that you haven't complete your DNT homework,then you keep doing then i saw you on facebook while doing homework. I was very angry cos I don't want you to be so easily distract that why I scold you. That time i was hurt too. You so long no say goodnight to me lerh. Just only me,the lonely babygall,me... I bet you had been a long time no log in twitter lerh right? :) All my feelings are wrote inside. You didn't knew it..
I really hope tomorrow or maybe today will be fine .

8:14pm
Wednesday
Night.