shagg.

Faking a smile also won't help me either.
I really that silly,feel like banging the wall right now.
Tomorrow hav physics test and now,nomood for study.. Really.
Just now,blast my music,tears suddenly burst out just like last time.
It had been a long time i had not cried lerh..
I wonder why this time i crying ,very sadly...

Half year gone,angela today call me for 4mins 58secs.
She promise me she can call me later but yet,she break it..
Now becos of this, I started to burst my tears.
I really miss her damn much.

My tears continue to flow. I wonder WHY.
Maybe,thinking about the past? nope.
My heart hurt out of the sudden.
Is that you the wan to hurt me? Idunknow. It hurt when i heard you said : " you want to kup lerh,later than call you. "  From his mouth. I replied him, "Feel like banging on the wall." He no replied... he told me he is watchnig the show. I asked him: " you know what i say just now? " he reply :" iknow."
I was faking my voice to talk to him becos I dunwanna him to be so worried about me.
But yet,he may not know I'm am crying while i talk to him. He is watching the show. Maybe i should not told him what happened. I blamed myself for being such a spoiler. I dunknow what i was crying for. I think is when i'm sad,i listen to songs,i will cry very very badly and think about lot of lot of stuffs. And summaries all the things. Ovarall-I cried. I really need a bf who concern me and care about me. I'm not saying you or what, i just think that am i think too much or  am I not? Now my mood was fine,but i still very sad and scare you would be angry of me :(





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Sunday
Night
10:54pm
13May2012