Updated =)

I just want to laugh as silly as i could,as epic as i could,as long as i am laughing. I want to be happy <3

Thank for making me laughing like hell too,我会很想很想你的！你知道吗？傻婆~

This week is T3Week1 school.
Today is friday.
Thank god is friday.
Not going to meet babyboii tomorrow lerh :/
I will miss him de,haix..
Hav fun at school with yvonne,zixuan,janica and jowi.
Staying back do homework~ till 6.30pm plus waiting for babyboii.
normal life,nothing happened =//
not calling till now,haiz.. miserable*
just receieve his message on 10:35pm. He was so tired after his cca. :(
not going to call today <3
Go sleep now bah,don't tired yourself
hmm,just update this blog and one more blog,Private blog :b
so long no update lerh,finally,i update liao,hehehehe.
Today we laugh untill so happy! so long time i did not laugh so loud lerh except Taiwan =)
So long not so happy lerh. I always keep my feeling and thought inside my heart,won't say out anything.
Say out so what? no one would help me and i also can't help myself.
so,keep it better to say out.
Fake smile? haish.
Hoping it could go away...
Jiatian arh...why you feeling sad when something happen and sad when something that doesn't related to you de? haish..? 就怪我想太多...



#TGIF
10:40pm
Night.

sexy mouth ^^

hahaha,i know you have a sexy mouth,so what you can judge me? ^^
You did not know me well & I also did not know you well,so,do you have the right? :D
yea,you are pretty but your attitude really,FUCKUP.
Putting a mask on your face then talking to other people abt me? huh? haha.
Be nice to me arh? Thankalot,i don't need your pathetic.
I am not a girl that can keep listening or hearing what crap you talking.
I also have a temper. So,do you? :D
I don't know what you heard or whatsoever but please larh, save your energy.
anything you know or listen to those "dog" friends are just rubbish.

Not shooting you back or doing anything to you,i am very "kai fang" liao.
You think you really FULLY 100% understand me?
You are a girl that only using "assuming" to change the story.
But too bad my dictionary don't have "assuming" this word.
I don't know anything.
Yea, i can be very easy to be bully but sometimes,you are overlimit.
Still, i know =)
But thankalot <3






7:35pm
Monday
Evening.

random too much,i sOt.

I dont like talking with you in the middle of the night,cos it really .. Idk what to say. I going to try avoid calling you at night although I really miss you alot,hais. I dk why I have this kind of feeling but really,this feeling,I super hate that. Haish. Totally no mood. Nevermind ,goodnight blogger. Let just take it as I didn't say anything.


2:41am
21-02-2012
thursday

phua min chang =((

I am really sorry if i hurt you very deep this time.
yea,i bet u sleeping now right? u confirm sleep already.
But I really can't sleep tonight. And not going to sleep today,wholedays.
I very worry about you alot. My heart so hurt when see you changing to another person that i not use to know... I ALREADY FALL FOR YOU :((
Feel like crying now but I dw to cry in the middle of the night.
I need to be alone this time,throughly think about our relationship.
sometimes,i really very bad. I should care for you more.
I shouldn't be so "hai zi qi" when you doing something that make me angry.
I should understand you better and love you more like you love me .
now is 3:21am.
shock right? first time solo at night becos of you <3
i also really love you.
I not only increase my love to you,i also given my whole heart to you.
So Treat It Well okay? ='))

3:22am
17/06/2012
sunday,midnight.







                                               I AM SORRY! ='(        

对不起 <3 原谅我好吗？

Dreams.

Nowadays,what i dream are always bad dreamS!!
Today also :(
I dreamt that i almost want die liao. I need to do one task and two questions to make me alive .
Abit LAME can? hais.
I want sweet dreams.
I hate bad dreams.    =((



12:44pm

on the phone with you.

Yesterday night,we on the phone, you keep ask me to sleep early today as you know that i'm weak. But i insisted otp with you. I really damn miss you . But you scolded me to sleep early then i go sleep. I listened to you. I am sorry to make you worried so much. You say that you tomorrow can chat with me. But i knew that it is always so late for us to talk. 11+ ? 12+? Now is my turn to wisper to you on the phone. I always told you that I can't call at night from tue-fri lerh but you keep on forgetting,forgetting&forgetting...ya,no one can blame you for that. You are always a forgetful person. =))  Then you will be tired afterthis. I hate you.
You can say that I can ask you to call me but I dont want .
 Although I miss you but i try not to asked you to call me. I'm afraid you was busy on that time. Everytime i was like really miss you and wants to call you but couldn't. I can't sleep yesterday, i woke up then text you,you reply. I thought you sleep oredi. aircon are very cold,i off & on my fan. Running nose & cough come out liao.
 I feel tired now,hahaaha ^^ i went to sleep but i woke up again :( I went to the toilet and come bck my room. It is so hot for me now. I go on aircon and off fan AGAIN!! tsk,sometimes i donknow am i really can't sleep or sleepwalking ~__~ Tadah,I slept finally :(((





12:34pm
15-06-2012
Friday.
Afternoon.

Girls

Why girls must be the one who is suffering?
Menstruation cramp. tsk.
Can make me cramp for hours.
How can i sleep well today =//

sometimes,why so many problems happen till when we grow up?
FOREVER PROBLEMS.


Still left SS,Geographly,English,Chinese & Art.
Tomorrow chiong geographly and ss.
then friday chiong english and chinese.
Left art do at internet ^-^
JIAYOU!!!






9:18pm
13-06-2012
wednesday

broken hearted.

Yea,my heart finally it hurt.
I can shoot myself from the gun lerh.
I really must learn to be indepentend cos idunknow what will my life be if i am without you ='(
life=no life for me.
yea,sometime,i blame myself what i done but seriously,i really dunknow what i doing or what it going on.
But when u emo-ing,u also making someone hurt.
It hurt x100 then u thought.

Day by day.

YOU.♥
We will start to be cautious when we are outside becos afraid one day my parents will find out.
But this,affect us alot.
I don't know why..
Our conversation are becoming lesser & lesser..like we can talk abt 5mins then speechless lerh.
Seldom quarrels & rarely fight.
Our characters and what we like are somehow,different. So we must build relationship arhh.
sometimes,misunderstanding can make us emo for minutes.
Just like yesterday, you are so emo and worried that if i am being forced by you or not coming to your house.
I keep saying i want lerh. But your feeling tells you that i am not willing to come de.
Really,i don't know you really understand me or not,hahas.
But nevermind. I love how you care about me ^-^
Holiday make me decrease my % for you but it always went back per normal or even speed increase.
Woah,that very amazing hor?
okaylarh,i want watch my tv lerh,buaibuai. ♥


10-06-2012
Sunday
Night.
9:48pm

09-06-2012

so bored,zilian abit :))

babyboii called me while I zilian.

My stomach soo full today! damndamndamn.
1.30pm i met up with my physics group mates Joan,Daryl and Azri.
Hahahaha,we disscussed project untill 2.30 then end lerh =))
afterthat i met minchang at cwp. He soo angry or moodswing that time. I'm sorry
Afterthat he smile again ^^ so scary i just saw my aunt!!! really scary :((
Hope nothing happened please..
Have quarrel with him for a while,but glad that it went back to normal..
Afterthat i went to his house at 4.30pm,have a nap.
Then 7pm start. I ate dinner at his house. (steamboat) weewee~~
make my stomach so full. hahahahas.
His cousins so friendly =))
Saw his ahma,mother and uncle. ahahha. Next time must learn how to greet them! always forget..
Need reached home by 8pm,so I said goodbye to them and walk home.
So,babyboii sent me home ,muacks!~
Goodbye :)



9:02pm
Night.

Fuckmylife pls?

                                         Maybe it true that I can't leave without you.







Came back from Taiwan. Gonna miss Taiwan so much! so fun there~
Today is 6-06-2012 so bored today.
Gonna chiong homework tomorrow. Soo many homework need to complete! :(
 22/06 going to Malacca Trip with angela.
Hais,today can't see minchang and tomorrow too. Damn miss him eh.
He larh,keep "muacks" me on phone,make me miss him lot of lot...
Really miss you terribly.
What can I do? :(
Maybe friday not meeting him? ://

#FUCKMYLIFE. 






06-06-2012
Sunny,afternoon.
5:49pm
Wednesday